...SHOULD be my DA title. Sorry about the complete lack of updates. And I mean.. complete.. lack.. Hopefully.. but not probably, I'll have something up here soon. Hopefully.

....THE ARRIVAL OF MY NEW MP3 PLAYER MUAHAHAHAHAH! If I am able to convince Rosemary to let me order it early tonight, I may have it EVEN SOONER than i thought! I have more than half the money, and should be getting the rest sometime this weekend.. or monday.. so why not order it now?? eh eh eh eh?? AHHHHH I WANT IT SO BADDDDD!!!!!!!! AHHHH

Also I will probably be getting a new phone in the next couple of months. For those of you who haven't heard yet, there is a nokia phone out there called the dark knight and it's kickass cause it has the batman symbol on the back -- WOOO check it out. Anyway.. I don't know what I'll be getting.. but I am eagerly researching....

Just finished some bullshit for steve... gahhh

Have a math test tomorrow... gonna fail...

Wanna eat some tacquitos.....

Fuck some yuki....

Kill some fundies

Rule the universe..

School has started.

I'm in a wicked mood my friends PUN PUN PUN PUN PUN. First of all GOOD LUCK TO RACHEL. I am anxiously awaiting the - I MADE IT - deviant journal.

Next - band camp is officially a week and a day over. Four days left. EVER. Teh heh... The torture is almost over and yet also about to begin in a new form. Why must Jesus hate me.

For those lucky ducks out there who know why i'm hinting.. coughing... winking.. and screaming "TACO ENCHILDA BURRITO TACQUITO", you will be privileged to see me in a very good mood. VERY GOOD MOOD. ECSTATIC. Oh what shall the future hold...

I really don't have much to say.. just wanted to express my emotions on a certain subject of interest.. cough, hint, wink... smirk.

So I was just thinking about my non-existent drive to produce art right now.. and I've realized that I don't actually like drawing. I like finishing the drawing and going IN YOUR FACE to I'm not sure who... Like.. I don't need to prove to anyone that I can draw... I think that's fairly obvious if you see something I've worked on. I know they're not good enough to make a living off of art or anything, but for someone with no interest in it I think they're pretty good. It's just like... I don't get any peaceful happy feelings whenever I draw.. I really just like to shove it in the worlds face when I finish... so I can say... LOOK AT ME NOW BITCH! I guess it makes me feel accomplished. Like how I am when I play the piano. I know I can play the piano.. but what I really like is finishing a song.. because it's mastered and makes me feel, once again, accomplished. I think it's part of my perfectionist side coming out... Who knows.. maybe I'm just delirious.

Anyway, after a bunch of shit I know you have no interest in reading, band camp officially starts for me on the eighth. For those of you who are like me and can't seem to keep track of the days in summer, or rather any day of the year, that would be friday. This is very depressing. As you all know.. band camp means cruel and unusual punishment for those kids lucky (???) enough to be in jazz band or wind ensemble. Even though I'm section leader.. and am totally gonna kick some ass this year... that's really not enough to even tempt me to look forward to band camp. Plus the absence of certain.. cough.. anyway. It's gonna suck.

I also have... most of the constitution left to do.. five primary sources.. and two english essays left. JESUS HATES ME. I always knew I should've took sides with Lucifer. I swear to god.. I AM SO ADD. I can't sit down at the computer to do some gov without thinking "mmm.... Let's check my e-mail.... mmmm I wanna play zelda...etc. etc." I CAN'T DO ITTTT AHHHHHHHHHH. Maybe I do have ADD. GET THIS CHILD SOME RITALIN!

On ANOTHER bad note (i know there seem to be alot) MY MP3 PLAYER IS DEAD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY BABY IS DEAD DEAD DEAD! That thing... IS MY LIFE SOURCE. I'm very very depressed about this. Especially because I know I have no chance of getting another one until my FUCKING BIRTHDAY COMES AROUND BECAUSE I JUST HAD TO BE CONCEIVED IN APRIL. I have absolutely NO MONEY until the middle of the year.. and then the rest of the year i'm completely utterly poor. Because I don't have time for a job what with torture camp and AP classes. I think i might just wither away and die by the time December comes around.

Otherwise, things are great.